sch starts again..and tml's holiday again... so many things happening...inside , outside..

just thinkin ..wat does cryin means to many of us? a way to express sadness, heartbroken, useless, or is it somethin tt makes u win when u cry??? does cryin make one's one melt?? and when do one get heartless...or can anyone get heartless???
does a smile warms one's heart? and is smiling the best way to cover up the unhappiness inside ourselves?
i also dunno wat i wan to express...just many questions to ask and pondering...
i dun like to cry but i like to smile.. cos i dun like ppl to see me in a sad face..maybe when i'm really sad over things, it shows.. but i will just get over it with a smile... smiling makes me feels better cos it moves me on.. cryin does melt my heart..but when someone close to me cry, i will try to be strong... i may look like i dun care..but i do in my heart.. & and i dun to tell or say to make u noe...

many a times, i feel like cryin..but somethin just stop me from doin it..as i noe when i start to cry, it will be a neve endin one.. n i dun like the feelin of cryin cos i think it sux.. and i dun like ppl to see me cry..

sounds abit serious...and i think i dun have the time to think of other stuff like u..eventhoug i still miss... puttin u out for the time being eventhoug u neve even put my in at once....