feeling the stress around me and comin to me... arh!!!!!!! presentations not yet done, formal report have no time to do.. wat to do??? wan to die le....

sometimes just feels like scolding...just scold..didnt do that during training today... doin nano presentation nw.. write a message on msn...but no one seems to be in my group le...nobody sned me the part they are doin.. i dun have all the time to finish all..and overall, i'm not tt free who always sits at hm... i'm not pinpointing or wat... i'm just feelin stress...

sometimes i just think..why cant everyone have the same kind of responsiblity in them?? i wish i can just hack care as well..but at the end of the day, who will be the one doin ??? not stress, stress, overstress ???? how to gauge???

no time for many things...just busy with st john, got to start trainin them, duties at airport, tests, presentations, reports comin, extra lessons outside, home... wat can i have next??? den wat cant have or no time to have???