many

i'm tire,
i'm stress,
and abit sad...

things are not goin well as wat i think... and it's not goin well as wat i have studied... got back S&PM...the moment i see the paper i wan to jump alr... i really can go bang my head on the wall... haiz...wat to do..it's wat my brain did to me... really very angry with myself..

goin to have captain's ball training soon...with my class ppl..just confirmed today. hope that it helps in training me up, relief some of my stress and makes me feels happier.. so long neve really exercise le..hope tt it will be fun... and can cut some fats..hahaha but i think i will be busyin playin with myself.. got to train des with all the runnings...me too!!! if amelia and weini can play den happy liao...

reports starts to come le...better start as soon as possible... and my gastric pain also comin often..guess i noe the reason to it... hmmmm :) gettin tire easily recently....

watched tv today, all so sad de..just wondering why all so related..even the email forwarded by others also quite link...why why why....is it hintin me??? have been feelin abit guilty of certain things...u told me but i really dunno if i'm supossed to..hope it wont affect us in anyways..cos i think work and play are diff thing..i have my goal and expectation for myself and i'm doin it cos i have my own reason that i dun wan to tell..though may not say i'm happy....
i'm really super guilty...haiz...
ALRIGHT.....shall end here...

smile and relax everyday!!!!
a bette day after i wake up..