long time neve blog le..dun really feel like bloggin or anythin.. have been thinkin alot recently.. wat i really want, wat i have been doin this few mths of sch and alot...

at the airport tt day and took alot of pics in the transit as there are christmas deco..and we were like thouse pax takin pics and all were like so high..(me and denise esp). went to camp after duty and was really tire..didnt sleep well the first night cos it's really cold with the air-con..no one wake up to off it.. thoughtout the whole camp..can say that i'm basically slacking, and the only thing i felt tire was the running up and down of sch to get the gate open for all those ppl who is to ma fun...(come in and out of sch). sun ws not feelin ok..cos i think maybe after talkin about some issue, i got bad mood. and was not happy in many things ard me.. reached hm around 1130 at night on sun..was super late and quite tire.. talk on the phone until v late..cos the person dun wan to let me sleep.. ended up wakin up late on mon with the help of a morning call... though tt i was late for lab test but neve did i xpect to reach there at 8.05 with only ber in the lab..
is this all fate or is this all just a misunstanding??? i fear in one way or the other..is this a phobia or cos of the things that happened??? as wat i like to say, let nature takes it's cause..if it's fated, it will happen.. life's unpredictable..anyhtin can happen in the next sec, whether it's good or bad. one still have to take up the challenge and being the survival among it.. sometimes no matter how one give in to, it will not help.. (i'm not talkin about anyone or wat, it's just wat i think on the many things in life, be it friends, ur bf, or even the loves ones in ur family)..hmm it's a neve ending..but i also cant conclude that no one can be believe though trustin one is actually takin anlot of risk in one form or another..

always look on the brighter side and smile la..lol.. hahaha. if it's to be, it will happen.

sMile:)